How does it feel to break up with someone?

Yes it hurts. I've broken up with a lot of guys and it doesn't really get easier. But he isn't being fair to you so you will also feel relieved. You deserve better then this so even though you love him and kinda still want to dait you have to get it over with. Try finding someone else maybe even just a guy friend (doesn't have to be a boyfriend) that'll help you get over him.